Please forgive me!

I know, I know- I'm really slacking on the postings but I've been busy. Busy playing with Sophia that is! She is SUCH fun now! Always eager to see whats going on and to talk (and sing!) to you and its just really a good time. I've been struggling a lot with the "type" of mother I want to be- be it a scheduler, baby led, or any number of other "types" of moms there are. I don't think I fit into any certain thing- more baby led than anything I suppose. And by baby led, I mean that I have no schedule for Sophia aside from a loose bedtime. She eats when she wants, sleeps when she wants and so far it suits us. I just sometimes feel like we SHOULD schedule her because thats what "they" say to do. The short version of that is that I'm a pushover and I'm creating a spoiled child, lol. See- I'm aware of the consequences, I just have a hard time changing the actions which is what makes it a struggle! It time though- we're focusing on one small thing at a time. First it was the bedtime-now we are stretching out her bottle feedings. I still plan to feed on demand when she is nursing but I don't want her attached to the bottle, so I try and keep that to a minimum. Anyways enough about that. On a side note, I have a job interview tomorrow, so wish me some luck! It relly would be the best thing for our family right now. I'll make sure I post how it went- more than likely expect a Tweet on my way out the door! Well thats it for now- off to bed for me.

Sophia is getting so good at tummy time. She has started to do "baby pushups" and its adorable!